Throwing Fits

by Jordie Saenz

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I wrote this song in a time of depression and self-loathing.
In those seasons, I tend to withdraw and assume people don't want to hear about all my shit.
But they do.
It's still takes some effort, but I'm learning to let myself be surprised by how much I'm loved and cared for.
Sometimes you just need to lay down, hush your anxious thoughts, be still, and know that you are loved.


i am always throwing fits
gnashing teeth and clenching fists
i figured you had had enough of this
but still you put up with my (shit)

You say,
"hush now, be still, and know"


released August 11, 2017



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Jordie Saenz California

With hushed vocals and fingerpicked strings over ambient soundscapes and baroque-influenced compositions, Jordie Saenz marries traditional folk elements with modern music. Combining philosophy, religious symbolism, and personal experience, his lyrics guide the listener to contemplative and introspect states of mind. ... more

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